Feeling is not for the world to know but for the heart to feel
I have always been this way since the time it isn’t even started. I have always be the one guarding my self from the rest of the world building my own sky high shell that even a greater protection than the great wall in china. I wont blame anyone for who i am now because my existance is not a mistake but gift instead, at least that was my own thought. But when suddenly someone break your wall, what would you do? They arent someone we expect them to be. Thats exactly what happen to me right now. I am weaker than ever. My sky high shell is destroyed. Left me behind with this blind feeling. I am ready to fall but who will catch me?